Being Strong

Hey guys. As can be seen that this wasn't a happy post but a new updates and sharing with your guys about my 17+ years old plus life..

Firstly, I had broke up last night, my heart really felt so painful that I barely breathe and that night my parent caught my attention but thanks mom for being caring to me.

Secondly, I had been tweeting a lot of emo tweets on my twitter (sindytsm) due to the r/s problems make me became more emotional. I like follow those "Tumblr Quotes" or "Feeling Quotes" in Twitter, cause suddenly it's just spoke out my feeling..

Thirdly, I just back home from school. After eaten, I watch SHINee video and had my shower, that's when I think a lot ..

A tweet I saw on Twitter had caught my attention, it said,"Being single isn't a time to look for love, use that time to work on yourself and grow as an individual."

(I find it make sense cause I had been into r/s twice and this time it's really hurt me a lot, I also found out that I don't used to being alone cause to depend on others, so I decided to think for my future.)

Since I already in sec three and I not that young to delay my studies anymore, I had to put in more effort than others in order to do well in it..

 Relationship

Had my first ever longest r/s started on : 4/4/2011

Sincerely from my heart, his a fateful person to me, he love me a lot and take care me like a baby, due to my childishness I quarrel with him often and wanted to make me regret but making me angry.. (I know I very bad but I still not that mature during that time) 

In the end we end our r/s on : 27/4/2012

My second r/s started on : 30/4/2012

We broke up due to the attitude we shown to each other, we been thinking too much, if you check up my last time posts, we had already quarrel during 2nd month but we keep conquering and finally it last till now..

In the end we just broke up last night : 11/4/13


The latest photo we took:

If someone truly wants you, nothing will keep them away. They will do everything they can to be with you.

I'm not perfect, I'm only human.

- I need to move on...

I want to become a famous blogger,

Blog had becoming my online dairy,

A place to share my thought,

A blog that inspire others..

A blog that show others how a girl face her problems in life..

-Next step is my "Dream" :

I wish I could to further down my study at oversea after my poly life..

Meet new friends, learn their language and culture..





I wanted to travel around the world :

The first place I wanted to visit is Japan !

 

The places there just make me feel like a safe shuttle, I would like to see the season when the pinklish Sakura falling.. It would be so damn nice ! I love Japanese foods (SHUSI), their language and culture.. I love how Japanese attitude are, gentle, polite and friendly.





And the following countries I would like to visit :

Life is all about becoming a better version of yourself.




That's all for today, my eyes are so freaking tired now. Ciao !






Dreamer,

Sindy